I kept holding myself back, even though I had a sinking feeling it was Lobelia from the start. I was so unsure of what might happen. But I didn't act when I should have, and you and Haru suffered for it.
...
I... know it wasn't that simple. But I was scared that we'd lost both of you. We could have. And I felt it could have been stopped, and it... it wasn't.
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I kept holding myself back, even though I had a sinking feeling it was Lobelia from the start. I was so unsure of what might happen. But I didn't act when I should have, and you and Haru suffered for it.
...
I... know it wasn't that simple. But I was scared that we'd lost both of you. We could have. And I felt it could have been stopped, and it... it wasn't.