Some people I know have wanted to be musicians or idols since they were kids, but I didnāt really think much about it. I sang in the choir at the church near my grandmotherās house sometimes, but... that was it.
[He pauses, wondering again if this is even worth talking about, before pushing on.]
One day a man approached me - Kujou. He said he thought I had a lot of potential, that I could end up being a great idol, even better then the best, if I went with him and trained a bit more. He...
[Kujou said a lot of things to him.]
He even said he'd be my new dad, right? And I know I... told you my parents died, so... it seemed perfect. Things would be better for my grandmother if there was someone else to take care of me and help out, and I liked singing and performing at church, so... I went with him.
[Another pause, as he glances over at Beel.]
He was the one who told me to think the fans would poison me. I listened to him, and I did all sorts of lessons and training. Voice, dance, acting... I wanted him to be proud of me, which is so stupid, because I would never be any better then who he actually decided to make his son. I was just a failed project of his, and always would be, so he sent me back to Japan.
[He was so stupid. He still is stupid, sitting here right now.]
That's when I met Ryou, who was looking to start an idol group that would change things up. He offered me the chance to get back at Kujou, and I took it. So that's how I ended up a part of ZOOL.
no subject
Some people I know have wanted to be musicians or idols since they were kids, but I didnāt really think much about it. I sang in the choir at the church near my grandmotherās house sometimes, but... that was it.
[He pauses, wondering again if this is even worth talking about, before pushing on.]
One day a man approached me - Kujou. He said he thought I had a lot of potential, that I could end up being a great idol, even better then the best, if I went with him and trained a bit more. He...
[Kujou said a lot of things to him.]
He even said he'd be my new dad, right? And I know I... told you my parents died, so... it seemed perfect. Things would be better for my grandmother if there was someone else to take care of me and help out, and I liked singing and performing at church, so... I went with him.
[Another pause, as he glances over at Beel.]
He was the one who told me to think the fans would poison me. I listened to him, and I did all sorts of lessons and training. Voice, dance, acting... I wanted him to be proud of me, which is so stupid, because I would never be any better then who he actually decided to make his son. I was just a failed project of his, and always would be, so he sent me back to Japan.
[He was so stupid. He still is stupid, sitting here right now.]
That's when I met Ryou, who was looking to start an idol group that would change things up. He offered me the chance to get back at Kujou, and I took it. So that's how I ended up a part of ZOOL.
[Haruka laughs, weak and bitter.]
That's how it all started. Stupid, right?