I saw what happened. I'm glad you're okay. But this situation isn't going to get better just because we catch extra killers, or if we do anything about Billy.
It's the admins. Not the island.
We're going to try something on this end. We can't do much. But there's a plan. I can't say anything more than that right now.
They are the only ones running things. The ONLY ones. You can't trust either of them. Do you understand?
I had a feeling for a while, now, that there was dishonesty surrounding that. I am glad to have confirmation.
I will relay this to Crea and Haruka. Eventually, more people will need to know. I have to make that clear, unless there's a reason why I shouldn't alert the others.
I am unsure if there's a way to get this information out without the Admins watching, so I will wait for a little while. I believe we may be meeting this week.
She hasn't forgotten any of us. But she isn't the same Nona as before. She looks the same. But she doesn't talk the same. She's old. I think she's older than both of us combined, Xiao.
I'm going to keep my promise, though. She and I both want to come back. We're angry. We don't want to leave it like this.
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I understand. Tell me what you need.
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Let me know when you have the others. If you can get the others. I'll wait. I'm not going anywhere right now.
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What is it?
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It's the admins. Not the island.
We're going to try something on this end. We can't do much. But there's a plan. I can't say anything more than that right now.
They are the only ones running things. The ONLY ones. You can't trust either of them. Do you understand?
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I had a feeling for a while, now, that there was dishonesty surrounding that. I am glad to have confirmation.
I will relay this to Crea and Haruka. Eventually, more people will need to know. I have to make that clear, unless there's a reason why I shouldn't alert the others.
Including Billy.
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You've seen what they both can do. Unless we're all working together, there's not much any of us can do to stop them.
I know it's not an easy request. But everyone has to come together on this.
You can't give up yet.
Tell Crea I said that. I know the face he is making. Tell him I said he needs to stop and that I am being serious.
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I am unsure if there's a way to get this information out without the Admins watching, so I will wait for a little while. I believe we may be meeting this week.
Thank you.
Is there anything else I should know?
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It types, stops, types again, pauses.]
I found Nona.
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She's as okay as she can be.
Lacus wasn't wrong, though.
She's changed.
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She hasn't forgotten any of us. But she isn't the same Nona as before. She looks the same. But she doesn't talk the same. She's old. I think she's older than both of us combined, Xiao.
I'm going to keep my promise, though. She and I both want to come back. We're angry. We don't want to leave it like this.
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I'm glad you found her.
And I'm glad she hasn't lost her will to fight.
I will see for myself, what she's like, when she's back.
Has her opinion of the four of us changed?
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But she still loves us.
Don't worry. She's still there, even if she's changed a lot. We'll just have a lot of catching up to do.
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Thank you, for taking care of her. I am doing my best to look out for Crea as well.
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Do you know what he did?
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I couldn't feel my karma any longer.
It's coming back now, though. I can feel it. It shouldn't be a threat, but its presence is returning.
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After what Billy had said, I was worried they had done something to you like they'd done to the others.
Even if it's something hurtful to you, I'm glad you haven't been changed. I know it's something you know how to handle.
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But...thank you. This is something I have to live with, and the price I must pay. That is just the way of the yaksha.
I wouldn't trade it for anything.
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I hope it doesn't sound strange to say I understand a little. Maybe not as much as I could.
I hope you can tell me more, when we're all reunited. About you, and Rex Lapis, and what you live for.
Would that be okay?