[He's been sitting on it since seeing it. But now that Billy's here and has apparently seen one of Beel's memories in return... maybe it was best to leave the talk for here.]
...I saw your younger brother in one. Earlier today. You had a fight that... it felt like he never came back from.
[Oh. Yeah, he'd relived that particular memory and been unable to do anything aside from fruitlessly yell at himself "No, he won't be alright, you stupid twat. Don't you fucking leave him." as if he could bend time to his well by yelling enough. Someone else had to have heard it, but...well, at least it was someone who gets it to an extent.]
Yeah. That was the last I saw him alive.
You always wonder what you might've done better. If I'd taken Lenny at his word and stuck around...I could've been there to stop him.
[At least Beel can say he fought on behalf of his sister. Billy abandoned his brother when he most needed him.]
Don't you regret tryin' to off your old man, though. Fuck him.
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[He's been sitting on it since seeing it. But now that Billy's here and has apparently seen one of Beel's memories in return... maybe it was best to leave the talk for here.]
...I saw your younger brother in one. Earlier today. You had a fight that... it felt like he never came back from.
[He exhales slowly.]
It's familiar. I'm sorry that it has to be.
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Yeah. That was the last I saw him alive.
You always wonder what you might've done better. If I'd taken Lenny at his word and stuck around...I could've been there to stop him.
[At least Beel can say he fought on behalf of his sister. Billy abandoned his brother when he most needed him.]
Don't you regret tryin' to off your old man, though. Fuck him.