Yeah. He called me by it when we met. I got kind of concerned, because you and Mr. Jensen are the only ones who should know that. But he said the admins know it all, too.
[He takes the long response as an answer on its own, chucking his own phone to an alarm only setting and not responding back until a few hours later, when he gets up for his morning run.]
Thank you.
I'm not mad, Levi. I think this is important. Hopefully you'll see it, too.
I'm heading out to training. I can be online for some stuff tonight and tomorrow night, but not for very long.
But I'll take you to see him after the weekend's over. And then I'll get you donuts. The good ones, from that bakery by the beach.
[The wee hours of the morning tend to be when Levi's most awake, but he's too emotionally drained to do anything else and ends up falling asleep waiting in vain for Barrett's reply.
At least it's waiting for him when he wakes up in the early afternoon.]
We'll see.
Don't worry about trying to squeeze in online time. I'll probably do something else.
[For the first time since starting the beta, Levi's not really feeling it right now.]
Beach bakery sounds good by the way. Would you want to take a walk while we're there?
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He knew your name????
And what do you MEAN "when you brought it up"?
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He wanted a name. So I gave him one.
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The admins having access to our IRL names isn't as weird as THIS RANDO knowing. I hope you realize that, Barrett.
And I don't even know where to start on the second part other than WHY. Why did you name a nameless rando after our sister?!
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There's a really, really long pause.
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It was just on my mind. She would have been fifteen a month ago, right? And I think she would have liked stuff like this.
I thought maybe it might have been part of the game at first.
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But that anger starts to fizzle out a bit.
Deep breaths, Levi.]
Yeah. I think she would've too.
But that doesn't make a random nameable character worthy of her name, even if this WAS part of the game. They could never be her.
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She deserves to be remembered.
[Nothing he could do ever felt right. He knew she wasn't coming back in real life.
But wouldn't it be a cool reminder, to have her somewhere like this?]
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Cw: child death
[What else is he supposed to say, he wonders.
"Because nothing else ever feels right?"
"Because I want peace and don't know when it'll come?"
"Because I still have dreams of her screaming on the driveway and want it to stop?"]
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When he's done reflecting...]
Sorry.
I shouldn't be telling you how to remember her. That's not fair to you.
As long as you're okay with this guy being called Lily, then you made the right choice.
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Thank you.
I'm not mad, Levi. I think this is important. Hopefully you'll see it, too.
I'm heading out to training. I can be online for some stuff tonight and tomorrow night, but not for very long.
But I'll take you to see him after the weekend's over. And then I'll get you donuts. The good ones, from that bakery by the beach.
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At least it's waiting for him when he wakes up in the early afternoon.]
We'll see.
Don't worry about trying to squeeze in online time. I'll probably do something else.
[For the first time since starting the beta, Levi's not really feeling it right now.]
Beach bakery sounds good by the way. Would you want to take a walk while we're there?
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If you're up for it. The weather's supposed to be nice.
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I am. The ocean air sounds really appealing right now.
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I'll see if Booker wants to come, too. He'd be happy to see you.