But if - [ hani stop. swallows. very gently they continue, asking a question that only they can answer. ] - if I’m always tiny, there won’t be enough of me to cover Bear-kun.
[ if something like this happened again. and it will, it will. ]
[He weakly pulls their hand, as thought trying to cup it to his chest. He's far too weary to do it, leaving it halfway there, his arm propped up like he's not sure what to do with the appendage.]
[ they finish for him, pushing when he can’t pull anymore, until their entwined hands lay on his chest. just as a lump drops in theirs, a tear trails down their face. ]
That’s silly, Bear-kun. When it rains, both people need to be covered.
hani brings their hands to where their chest aches. ]
Right here, okay? I’ll keep you right here. [ what comes out next is shaky and wet: ] Why… why don’t you sleep… a little more? There’s a surprise when you wake up.
[A shallow nod, shifting just barely where he lays. His face tightens in fogged pain, fingers flinching against Hani's chest. But it passes, and he curls the weight of his hand against Hani's top.]
...Wake me up. M'... not ready to go yet...
[He doesn't meant it morbidly. A surprise... nobody wants to miss a surprise. But Hani's heart beats behind his fingers, and it lulls him easily, his fingers slowly going limp in Hani's hands as his breathing steadies.]
[ hani sits there with him while the world passes them by. there’s no one else in the room to see their shoulders shake for long moments on end. by the time the nurses come to check on bear, they’ve tucked his hands under the blanket and arranged him comfortably and carefully.
now there’s just calls to make and answers to find - and two people they need to see before they go. ]
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[ if something like this happened again. and it will, it will. ]
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[He weakly pulls their hand, as thought trying to cup it to his chest. He's far too weary to do it, leaving it halfway there, his arm propped up like he's not sure what to do with the appendage.]
Coverin's my job. Not Hani's.
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That’s silly, Bear-kun. When it rains, both people need to be covered.
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[He holds the hand close, comfortable. His eyes see but don't see that they have started to shed tears. It's their face. How happy to see a face.]
Gotta fin' a biiiig umb -bri, um... brella then. Just for you 'n me.
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A bigger one, I think. For the others, too, if they want to join.
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No rain. Could just be dry 'n happy.
'N together.
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[ softly, so softly. even the fingers stroking his hair are too careful, as if afraid he’ll break again. ]
We promised, didn’t we? To be friends for a long, long time.
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[His smile widens a bit. Bright, kept captive by the simplicity.]
Could be your frien'. I'd like it.
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[ another swallow.
hani brings their hands to where their chest aches. ]
Right here, okay? I’ll keep you right here. [ what comes out next is shaky and wet: ] Why… why don’t you sleep… a little more? There’s a surprise when you wake up.
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[A shallow nod, shifting just barely where he lays. His face tightens in fogged pain, fingers flinching against Hani's chest. But it passes, and he curls the weight of his hand against Hani's top.]
...Wake me up. M'... not ready to go yet...
[He doesn't meant it morbidly. A surprise... nobody wants to miss a surprise. But Hani's heart beats behind his fingers, and it lulls him easily, his fingers slowly going limp in Hani's hands as his breathing steadies.]
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[ hani sits there with him while the world passes them by. there’s no one else in the room to see their shoulders shake for long moments on end. by the time the nurses come to check on bear, they’ve tucked his hands under the blanket and arranged him comfortably and carefully.
now there’s just calls to make and answers to find - and two people they need to see before they go. ]