nono, people think im dumb. im not that dumb actually i dont really care if people think that though.
but yea, so tell me anything you want! ill listen. and it doesn't have to be important. just something you did, think, or anything about yourself you want to share. chattting with friends is supposed to be fun.
oh uh, im outside .see?
[ Well, that sure is a blurry photo of a Japanese city street. The weather is exactly like it should be for whatever time it is in Japan. ]
had to work hard to keep it, so i don't like to take it for granted. i don't know if im doing a good job anymore though
i dont know if i could handle it. being in love. girls that wanted to date me in highschool just made me mad. i don't think they ever saw me. i wouldn't want that kind of love.
it's okay, dont apologize. you don't have to tell me anything you don't want to.
i'm real good at keeping secrets if you ever want to talk about it though. talking about complicated stuff can make it easier to think about sometimes. love taught me that.
you're the strongest guy I know! but don't forget that you're caring and a good person too. I really admire how easily you put other people first. I think that matters way more.
find someone that can see all of that in you too. aaAnd really appreciate it, put you first sometimes. you dserve that.
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i dont really care if people think that though.
but yea, so tell me anything you want! ill listen. and it doesn't have to be important.
just something you did, think, or anything about yourself you want to share. chattting with friends is supposed to be fun.
oh uh, im outside .see?
[ Well, that sure is a blurry photo of a Japanese city street. The weather is exactly like it should be for whatever time it is in Japan. ]
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[Considering it is nearly 3am in the United States, it looks like early afternoon in what blurry remnants of the picture are visible.]
what do you do again? you never said
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youre unemployed?
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and you play football!
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what kind of job do you want to do? i don't know a lot about the other parts of the world except for food
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reallY? have you had one of these before?
[ it's a photo of an ordinary unagi bento from the convenience store. only half eaten.
Because he doesn't know what he wants to do, so he immediately forgets about the first question. ]
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you dont want to be a bento box do you
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if I was a bento, I'd want to be a really tasty one.
you would be a karaage bento.
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tylor is it ok to not know what you wanna do
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oh sure it is. i have no clue!
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dont you get worried?
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all you can do is your best and the rest will work out the way it's supposed to.
worrying never helps any.
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[ --rapid fire texts ]
haha
w i mean why would i?
i live my life the way i want.
i think everyone should, do what they want, the way they want to
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i just figured you must have people that trust on you or rely on you somewhere
no family?
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i love them but hani doesnt need me.
[ it's a short delay, but noticeable. ]
no. i dont have any siblingss.
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you're all on your own? you don't sound all that older than me
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oh yeah, i'm 20 years old! that's an adult here, you know. i can buy cigarettes and alcohol tooo.
you're around my age, aren't you??
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yeah im 19. can't buy alcohol but i can almost do everything else if I had to.
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and well
[ a pause. ]
ive never been in love like this before either, if im being honest! it's pretty intense.
but i sincerely hope you get to fall in love like this someday! it's really an amazing feeling and you sure have a lot to offer.
see, that's the States for you!!!! why isn't alcohol 18 too?
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i dont know if i could handle it. being in love. girls that wanted to date me in highschool just made me mad. i don't think they ever saw me. i wouldn't want that kind of love.
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but i can understand that.
you want someone that loves you for who you really are, and not just your good looks. Something like that, right?
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complicated. sorry. i shouldn't have said that.
i don't know if it was because of how i looked or not. i dont really care about my appearance so long as im strong enough.
but i think youre right. i dont think it would be worth it if i couldnt be myself. id feel trapped or like i wasnt being heard
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i'm real good at keeping secrets if you ever want to talk about it though. talking about complicated stuff can make it easier to think about sometimes. love taught me that.
you're the strongest guy I know! but don't forget that you're caring and a good person too. I really admire how easily you put other people first. I think that matters way more.
find someone that can see all of that in you too. aaAnd really appreciate it, put you first sometimes. you dserve that.